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The little preparations needed for cold-capping

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Rachael Ahrens Tolbert
Apr 03, 2024
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The days between diagnosis and first chemo alternated between breathlessly packed with appointments and vacant, lachrymous lethargy filled with dread. There was wine. A self-destructive amount of wine, if I’m honest. I didn’t sleep and my stomach clenched unpleasantly at the thought of food. My distracted mind prevented any meaningful work getting done,…

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